Again, I start with an apology for not keeping you all updated on this journey. It has however faltered and sputtered to a complete halt. 

Issues with the mum have really compromised my efforts and I need to concentrate on her. I’m comfort eating to try and get through the weeks whilst I’m unsure about what’s happening with her.

She’s being moved again, this time to Barry Hospital so she’s a little bit closer to Wenvoe. 

I have an appointment with Benenden for advice in respect to her care. I need to make a list of things to ask as there are questions to be answered and I hope that they will be able to provide me with some answers.

The End?

I’m not sure if this is the end of my journey. I’ve not weighed this week but I know that my weight is on the increase again. I’m not watching what I eat and I have been eating crap.

I’ve not signed up again this month to Slimming World and I haven’t sent on my weight to them for a while again. I’m probably not going to spend more money on what I feel is a complete waste of time at the moment.

I’ll try and get it together. Once mum is sorted and in her care home, Holly the dog is re-homed and the house is sold, I can then look to get back onto the journey and push myself to lose the remaining four stone to allow myself to have a healthier end to life.

I’ll try and keep up the blog so that I have somewhere to put down my thoughts, even if no-one reads it.